I've done so badly for mid-years. And, once again/as usual, I've thought of giving up on everything, including myself..
But after thinking about it, it's not all worth it.
I think that I've worked hard already. Since this is what I get, I should continue working harder in the next 5 months. Give it all. And achieve better results than what I've got last year. I cannot waste my time anymore. I have no confidence I can do it, but I'm not gonna think about that. I'll not care about the results, I'll just keep doing and doing and doing.
I'm just left with 5 months. Just 5 months.... before I'll be free...
I must say it's the first time I've thought through these kinda stuffs myself. For the whole of last year, I needed to have my mum to sit beside me and talk to me. But now, I spend my time thinking through..
I think I've grown up. :)
