Well well, life's been good lately.
It's the O levels period and I still can't believe this is my 2nd shot yet I'm still doing badly. Yeah the results' not out yet don't give up don't lose confidence, this is what I've heard everyday.
But you can't help but feel like giving up after crying every single fucking piece of paper you've taken, you know? I mean, it's like, you walk into the examination hall with the mindset of 'okay I can do this. I've got a gazillion of encouragements' but when you flip open up that set of examination paper and you are stunned by the very first question.
You lose all hope at that point of time.
Nonetheless you try to complete them, and finish whatever you can do. But still, it's tough. Because you've already lost all hope.
I really don't know what to do the upcoming January when I receive the results.
